MY happiness does not exist as a continual event but as moments in time to be worked for and only felt every so often

The broken man sits alone wanting something he cannot have until he finds himself

I don’t want the thousands I just want the one

Have you no thought beyond the tip of your nose, you really disappoint me

you know it, aww man i love this

you know it, aww man i love this

(via andeverydemon)

Gona tell her i like her and its makin me nervous

Why I like women:

When a woman walks by you give her a look, everyone knows this because we all give it about 20 times a day. In this look you define everything about this person in a second , making assumptions about everything that society says is important. We all know what these are, looks, general personality assumption based on  initial reaction to you staring at her, assumptions about social aptitude based on whether or not shes texting while walking or talking to her friends non-stop, her smile, general motion of the walk showing confidence or intrinsic natural motion. All these things are thought about in less than a second, most of the girls you walk pass and never give a second thought. 

If in the first second you analyze all these qualities, in the second second you give her the double take. At this point you’ve noticed that either she saw you staring or she literally rocked your world so much you had to look again. In this moment one of two things may occur, either you will pass each other like nothing happened at all or you will resonate off each other. She looks at you and you light up inside like a 12v battery. You feel as if your entire world could change any moment and every moment that passes seems as if an eternity is occurring in every breath. 

Sometimes she’ll just pass you but other times she look at you and smile. In this moment you know that either shes laughing at you for staring at her or she just noticed you period. 

Now in this moment you have but a second to react but if you choose to, you can only utter these words in desperation to be a small part of their lives. “Hi.” 

Why men like cars:

I cannot speak for all men but for me here are the reasons. 

Each cars has an individual soul giving it unique characteristics that are relatable to each individual who buys that car. That car that embodies that mans character as a whole, he is said to fall in love with and appreciate the most. This can be any car every made despite the quality or the build. A car may hold sentimental value giving it its own intrinsic value, unique to the individual. A car embodies the hopes and dreams of my primal instinct, it is my primal form given the chance to be expressed. It is the quality of man that is suppressed into only a few individual past times. 

The most important aspect of choosing your car being the sound, do you fall in love with it when you close your eyes and listen to the low guttural rumble of the raw power contained in a beautiful package of steel. Do you love the curves of the exterior modeled after the figure of a woman, perfectly designed to entice you at every corner. 

The car should remind one of the road and the freedom to go where you please.

Love your car

                ps. i love you to  

Today i sought to discern a similarity between the effects of relativity and quantum mechanics through a concept known as quantum entanglement

These concepts can be understood without the mathematical research to back them up. So while i played video games and listened to the contortionist i thought of how the universe was created and the many possibilities of multidimensional space and time. 

Here’s what i found:

The universe is a cyclic system constantly cooling and reheating through the reactions of these membranous system. Each reaction between brane reactivating the system creating essentially a “big bang.” Since the brane is essentially flat in its infinite space the universe that we know essentially looks round, the light traveling such great distance, we could never possible see a conceivable end to the universe. The universe has been proven to be flat but it has been postulated that since the universe is so large the angles that would make the universe round are so small they are incalculable. 

There is also another theory which i have been pondering about which has to do with bubble systems. This system more closely relates to relativity than quantum mechanics. In this system every choice that is taken creates a parallel dimension in which the other choice was taken, essentially creating a multidimensional universe in which every inverse reaction that does not take place took place. Although the math permits this to occur i cannot draw a similarity between inflation as we know it any the many bubble systems that are created as a results of every event that occurs in the universe. I think this is mainly because there is no event to incur a massive release of energy essentially creating the inflation effect. or maybe the two are not related at all and this idea should be taken in a  more philosophical perspective if the idea is to complex to decipher without complex math. So what i take from this is that really everything we do in the coarse of the universe has little almost no impact on anything so you might as well live the way you want to and know the limitations you have as a human being.

Since most of the systems we have developed are based on the logical arrangement of data we can never fully understand the system because the system was not created out of logic in fact it was never created at all. This concept scares us as humans because if the concept of time does not exist we seem to cease thinking about the meaning of our existence since it is so small in the grand scheme of the universe. Essentially i just said that time doesn’t exist for everybody who is lost at this point. Time as we know it is a construction of the human mind to order events in a sequential manner to understand our reality. Through the understanding of our reality we perceive every thought we have every day. This is what gives things meaning to the individual person. (the concept that says if one person thinks its art than its art) Therefore meaning is a social construction as well since the universe has no meaning or purpose. And since the universe is a cyclic reaction always being created and destroyed meaning has no meaning at all. At some point everything that you and i know will be dust and again be remade as subatomic particles slowly creating matter through the forces in the universe known commonly as gravity, the electrostatic force, the strong nuclear force, and the weak nuclear. These interactions produced and maintain everything you see right now, without them we are nothing, cognition would cease to exist, and that’s it.

did i blow your mind or what?